ADHD, cured though with pains
06/05/09
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Safe, this how safe i feel when I am next to you. My anger goes down, my pains are vanished and life takes a start up. This is how much this troubled teen relays on you my teacher. You loved me with my troubled teeness and you accepted me as a troubled teen. You never left my hand during my beak outs and you always pushed to go further in life.
But where are you today, when I need you the most. Where are you now that I am feeling pain? Are you busy with you’re loved ones? What about me? What about this troubled teen which is dependant on you. Why did you hold my hand if it was to hold the hand of all other troubled teens? Was your care only because of your duty? You could not give me love of a mother and the care of father but more than that. You gave me the love of soul mate.
I, Christopher, got very dependent on my teacher in my troubled teen school and now, after years, I wonder if I was not in love with her. The process of getting back to a normal life was very painful for me because I had got attached to my teacher. She had become my breath. Her love had helped me to concentrate on things. She taught me to follow rules and timings. She had changed my life style.
Day by day, my ADHD disorder was vanishing. I was doing better in school because I could now concentrate. I was a little impulsive. I could cry and scream on anybody at any time. But it slowly got out of me and I learnt to live a normal life. Facing facts of real life is difficult and facing the fact that she was there just to teach was difficult but towards the end, she prepared me for our separation.
Today, I am not suffering of ADHD anymore. I have some come backs but it is rare. I know how to control myself. I got out of my troubled teen symptoms !
